You're with Her Majesty,

THINGS TO DO WHEN GEEKY TOUCHES SG'S BORDERS!

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 16:12:32 GMT

1. Talk about ____, ____, and ____! :D
2. START SPAM MEOWING!
3. Stalk handsome guys? -.-"; <<< Geeky's to-do, she desperately wants to do this, Im afraid when the day comes she's going solo HAHAHAH.
~~4. SHOPPING AT DAISO! HAHAHAHAHA!~~
5. Pretend not to know _______ (yet to be confirmed) LANGUAGE -.-" ?! <<< Geeky's siao idea. Meow!
6. Stay out till late at night. How late? My eyes turn red from weariness exactly at 11pm sharp.
~~7. Present exchange!~~ ~~Hope ya lurve mua pressies :D.~~
~~8. Camwhore!~~ *nod*.

MET GEEKY ALR, STILL STUFFS TO COMPLETE

Perceiving melancholy.

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 11:23:16 GMT

Sakeena is sadsadsad. ):
Sigh.
*Mumbles to herself*
There's always no turning back, but only just a new beginning.
I just don't dare to ask for that new beginning.

Ohwell whatever!
I shall write down my wishlist so that you guys don't need to think of what to get for me.
Will strike out those that I have alr. Pple let me know what item you'll be getting me,
just to avoid getting two of the same type. Haha! Love you all ♥.
Hahah. Copy sister's style.
She even wrote down foolscap paper and a friend of hers immediately took that slot. LOL.
Anyway. I shall be demanding. :X

Mystery gift from Australia. Hahah Geeky asked me to strike it out only when I've received it! :D
~~Frog dustbin.~~ Gift from sis.
Frog wallet from Fredflare. (I think it's most likely OOS now T_T, I'm just hoping!)
'Ponds' the frog from TY Pluffies Series. (Can't be found in SG lol SG sucks.)
'Pursely' the cat from TY Pluffies Series. (Can;t be found in SG too.)
'Spooksie' the black cat from TY Pluffies Halloween Series. (Super rare in US lah will love you x97464867874364 if you find it.)
~~Hair straightener.~~ Thanks LC! :D
Hair curler.
Bright red umbrella. (Light & foldable, with a cover + strap those kind. To match my new bag.)
Sony Ericsson 'W901i' Silicon cover. Any colour except light blue.
The Body Shop's Mineral Foundation, Shade 04.
A cap. Well, yeah.
$$$ for shopping!!! (I'm charity, didn't you know? HAHA! If you don't know how much to 'donate', you can have a rough gauge of how much I need below. Heheheheheh.)
- Dr. Jart+ Black Label Detox BB Cream, 50g. - $46.50 HAHA.
- Light Brown Oxford Heels. - Approx. $25?
- E.L.F. Plumping Lip Glaze, Baby Doll. - $4.90! :D
- E.L.F. Healthy Glow Bronzing Powder, Warm Tan. - $4.90! :D
- E.L.F. Blending Brush. -$4.90 too!
- E.L.F. Total Face Brush. - $4.90 again~
- E.L.F. Smudge Eye Brush. - $4.90. Well everything's $4.90.
- < $200 allowance for clothes & others. (You: Wa! I give $0.10 ok? :D. Me: Orh. -.---" )
  - Collected so far: -$50, Aunt. ♥
~~Bear.~~ I became a zookeeper. Thanks wx.

Roflmao I'm so fucking greedy. Slaps myself! Hahaha.
Can't think of anymore, but will update once I do muahahahaha.
Loveszx a million to those that are getting me my striked out stuff! Mwarks! ♥ :D
But you see so little striked out nia! Tsk! Okay Sakeena the greedy pig again. LOL.
Tata~! ♥

Ever felt sorrow?

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 06:05:33 GMT

Sakeena T.S.Y. has officially become the stressed & emotional one. Gasp please.
No more hyperactivity or whatsoever.
Life's topsy-turvy now. Yeah. I don't wanna handle all these.
I just want to be an ordinary 15 year old teen that's pampered enough to enjoy her life.

I feel like I finally understand the envy some people tell me when they say they envy me and him.
Now, I envy others. Why are all their partners so good. & Nice. And sweet.
Why can't he be just like that?
So sad, looking at their relationship and mine.
I just have no guts to say almost all of my feelings.
Anyway he'd most likely rebut something like me treating him like a dog. Ohwell.

Saturday.

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 12:26:20 GMT

Hmm.
So I haven't been posting in a long time.
My last post was when school wasn't over. Hmm.

Yeah well now school's over. My level position could've gotten me a place in E1 but I settled on E2 instead because I was afraid I'd get stressed up and discouraged in E1. Yeah well, figures. All the smart people are there, no place for slackers like me.
But I wonder if E1 was a better choice. The subjects are definitely better... ohwell. Too late already.
Just hope I get the edusave scholarship this year again then. Maybe this year I'll be in top 25% instead of top 10%.
Ohwell it's just $50 difference. Haha.

Happen to be really moody these days. Ah, pms pms pms. I'm having bad migraines, cramps, and mood.
Sucha sucker.
Nothing more to say, toodlidums.

Tuesday.

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 13:56:37 GMT

(Gonna type really in monotone as I'm damn tired.)

Went to Singapore Discovery Centre.

Boring. Went there in p6 alr and surprisingly I can still remember the way around. It must really suck I guess.
I lost my comb in the bus, I left my spare at Qistina's house.
Adeline's 2bucks got eaten by the machine.
I dropped my Calbee Sour Cream & Onion packet. Few chips came out but luckily not all.
Conclusion, jinxed.

Photos to do the talking for the trip.

Safti stuff.

Seri & Me.

2E4 2008.

After the trip went to Qistina's house with Syaza while waiting to go for Canoeing.
Played with her cat. So cute & fun. (:

Marble. ._.

Haha okeh bye. Oh and I realised I didn't post for ytd.
Ahwell. Shall post about it tmr if I'm not tired. Meanwhile you can read it at Eunice's blog: http://unspoken-hurt.blogspot.com.

Tata people. (:

Saturday.

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 04:58:15 GMT

Shall post about yesterday. :)

Woke up around 11plus, got missed calls from sweetheart.
She asked me go ehub, and so when leenie told me she couldn't make it, went out with sweetheart instead.

Changed up and all, met wx.
Slacked till uh, 2 plus, then when walking to bus stop I realised I forget to bring my wallet. -.-"
Then I go home, put down bag, and go out again.
Guess what? I forgot to take my wallet AGAIN.
Went home for the second time, finally remembered. Lol! Something wrong with my brain, seriously.
Trained to Pasir Ris cos if I take bus would be super late alr.
Then went to Ehub to find sweetheart together with Stephy, Liyin, Yufong & Jason. Sweetheart's cousin was there too.

Sweetheart was eating at New york. As in, the restaurant.
Yknow when she told me she was at New york over the phone, I thought it was a clothes shop. LOL.
In the end is restaurant. Haha!
Best is Yufong. I think it went something like this:

Sweetheart: Uh, I at New York.
Yufong: I in Singapore.

LOL. Damn dumb lah. Hahaha.
Then sweetheart's cousin order. Dunno what thing, but when the food came, it was like, 2 whole huge chicken.
LOL. Then we were saying is cause the waitress ask, "Whole chicken?" then her cousin say "Ya". Haha!
Then Yufong & Jason came over, after spending $20+ at arcade. -_-"
Jason the scavenger. Totally eat finish sweetheart's cousin's food. Omg, haha.
Then Yufong order, he eat somemore. Lol sia.
Went up to arcade while waiting for the movie to start at 5pm.
Played DDR. Whee~. But I shouldn't have worn a skirt. -_- So hard to press. Zzz.
Then play the basketball, me & sweetheart zai man! Hahaha.
But the guy beside us more zai. He macham every ball throw, every ball in. o_O
Then go play this ghost buster thingy. Damn funny. Haha! Keep slamming the screen.

After that, sweetheart's cousin needed to go.
Then the guys went to buy nachos & stuff, after that went in lo.
Watched 21st Century Boy. Not bad not bad. :D Maybe cos I can understand bah, wuhahaha.
---SPOILERS!---
In the end, they never show what happen to Kenji and the dynamite. .___."
Wth cannn, but they go show Kanna when she grow up. Heh.
---
Yufong say got 3 parts to the whole movie. Gaaah. ):
Movie finish was around 7.30pm le. Went to WhiteSands, Stephy went home.
Went to Swensens with sweetheart to eat. Whoah, she keep going to the expensive restaurants.
Anyhoo, ate till 8.45pm like that.
Then went Kembangan meet wx again. Haha. Around 9pm.
Slack with him at the park till like 11pm. Omgzx. Hahahahahaha.
Reached home at 11.10pm. Mother & sis screwed. Zzz.
Bathed, computer, slept around 1 going to 2.

Very blur. ):
But ohwell. Was fun. (:

Going for tuition later on, toodlidums!

Thursday.

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 10:21:38 GMT

No school tmr no school tmr.

I'm on overall slightly above content. :D. That's why I can say 'I love you' to wx and call him dearie.
If I'm in a normal mood I don't think I will. LOL.

Today, MrsYong never come. (Yeh in the end no freaking teacher relieved our class, Beatrice Tay came in at like 3mins to the bell that marks the end of school to tell us to come back in 20mins for our results. -_-)
First period, nothing much.
Second period MsChew came in. She was so funny.

MsChew: I'm like so bored lah!
*Walks over to me and joyce around there*.
*Takes joyce's book and flips*.
MsChew: Ahhh, not nice.
*Gives back to joyce*
MsChew: I have to like relieve so many classes today lah! Grrr, can't play my warcraft.
Me & Joyce: O___O
*She carries on rambling*
MsChew: Ah but nvm, I always have my laptop! And in the free periods I can play, wuhahahahaha~
Xuewen: Ah cher cher you know hor, (talks about warcraft stuff which I dont understand.)
MsChew: Yah yah! Oh and you know their latest patch just came out, (rambles on about warcraft stuff.)
Me & Joyce: O___O!!!

Then later she go over to Yufong there. Talk about her driving license.

MsChew: I PASSED you know! You know my 3A1 was saying that I sure fail one, say what 'Aiya sure fail one lah zhabor sure fail one.', that I brought my license to them to show them that I passed lor!
Me & Joyce: LOL.
MsChew: Somemore I pass when I having practical ok! (I dunno what practical she talking abt. .__.)

LOL sia.
Then later recess, Lionel & Darius start playing the scissors paper stone game, winner slap the loser's hand.
And omg, Darius slap until Lionel's hand whole thing red plus got dots liao. Then some parts alr skin broke.

His hand looks like glowing la. It's damn red I tell you. Lol.
Cool right.

Haha then after recess played Yufong's psp till like after Lit period,
then after that me & Anba joined Yongheng, Cliff, Xuewen & Dzul to play this number game. o___O
Quite fun actually. I was so excited. Haha.
Then later on after like 4 rounds Adeline joined.
I kena the number 2 times. Hahs.
Anba humji lor, truth like 3 or 4 times. -_-
Then last round he kena dare he also never do, cos Adeline go call off the dare. ZZZ.
So not fun one.

Play till around second last period, went over to hear Nicki's stories.
LOL.
Then sleep till Beatrice Tay came in.
Went to eat, then back to class to check results.
I am so freaking happy, I got overall percentage 71.4%. :D
And I got 4 A1s, 3 of them are all non-studying subjects: Art, DnT, Home Econs. -___-
The only other A1 I got was History. 81. ^^v.

The rest A2 and B3, and one C5 which is my Chinese.
Fucking pissed lah, my science 1 mark away from A1, my maths 1 mark away from A2. Zzz.
Everytime like that.
Then Chinese last time also, 2 times i get 24/50, one time get 24.5/50. Lol. Irritating right.

Anyway, then after school didn't go training. Tired. Later they also run reservoir. Lagi tired.
Lol.
Went to cc to slack, played snap and go fish with Adeline. Lol.
My snap I won, wuhahaha. T'was so tense. Haha!
Go fish also I win all rounds. Lol. :D
Go fish I had like the set of 7 for 3 rounds in a row man. Haha. Lucky number 7.

Then home. [:
No school tmr, so I can pei the stupid pig till he sleeps. Hah. -_-
Kkz bye. :D

Wednesday.

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 13:52:01 GMT

I shall dedicate this post to someone since he complains I don't blog about him.
(:

*Ahem*.

Happy first month, wx. I love you. (Hah you waiting for these 3 words, I know. :D)
Hope you liked the present (which you claimed that you did and I hope its true uh!). :D
I know you're touched man, I'm such a nice girl, right right right? Heehee.
Thanks for everything you have given me.
But I don't know what I gave you. Haha. Ohwellll.
Don't know what to say alr, hehe. :D

Today got back Lit, History, Science and Art results.
Lit deproved alot. -_-"
History... shall not reveal my marks.
Science 77.5, Art 84. [:
I still regret over my menstruation question... -.-".
Could have like gotten 80. Zzz.
Ohwell. After school went home, then go prepare wx's present haha.
Found loads and loads of excuses to keep myself busy lol.
Anyway in the end he also open the present alr, so I don't need to so secretive liao. Harharhar.
Slacked with him awhile, then went home.
Ordered pizza which I ate only 2 slices. Hahs. Gonna sleep sooon, :D.

Kehhh, tatas! :D
Happy first month again. [:

Tuesday.

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 10:33:19 GMT

Back to school.

I shall talk about today then ytd.
(Whoosh so tired ~___~.)
Therefore post gonna be short. Photos will fill up the space. Haha.

1) Super tired & sleepy.
2) Get back English, Maths, Chinese & Geog results.
3) English, B. Maths B (just nice B), Chinese C, Geog B. Haiz. Ohwell no use crying over split milk. Haizhaiz tmr get back Science. HAIZ.
4) Home.

Yesterday:

1) Went to find sweetheart at petal. Slack~
2) Went to tm, cs. Sweetheart and Joyce finding job, then all need 16 and above. (Wheee, the person believe I 16 worzx but in the end also need IC haha -.-".)
3) Later on headed home, then they both go Bugis search for jobs. Haha.

Now pictures.
I love her camera. It takes away my panda eyes and makes me look whiter. LOL.

But I still look dark here. Boos. Ohwell.

Tata. :D

I know I can't go on like this forever, I know I have to move on.
But I just fucking can't get that matter out of my screwed brain.
Solitude has always been around me, just waiting for a chance to rule this useless carcass.
It's been such a long time, why am I still harping on it?
Get back your old life, Sakeena. Not this solitary one, not this lifeless one.
If I can't get it back, then I'll just get a life. Maybe I don't even have one in the first place, reasoning in why I'll have to get one. I can't carry on like this for long, I'll have to draw the line. To top it all off, I'm feeling nauseous, I'm feeling nostalgic, I have a splitting headache and I'm highly exhausted. I have totally no mood for anything.

I've got to endure and persevere. I'm sure one day, it'll all be fine. (:

Shit I'm so gonna break down.

Saturday.

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 15:10:07 GMT

I found this on Leenie's blog and so I was curious about mine too!
So went to find it. Haha! Kills time, really interesting place eh.
(Thankz Leenie for the inspiration hahahaha)

Traditional Cancer Traits

Emotional and loving (Teehee!)
Intuitive and imaginative (No wonder I always claim that I'm psychic! Hahaha)
Shrewd and cautious(Eheheheh. Direct eh? Hehehe.)
Protective and sympathetic (Yeah man yeah man!)
Changeable and moody (I sooo agree.)
Overemotional and touchy (Aww, see, I can't help it right!)
Clinging and unable to let go (Eheheheheh...)

Interests

Cooking (Yeah man!), catering, gardening, children (No I dont like children! >F), water sports (Ah is that why I'm in canoeing? -.-), interior decorating and design (Uh huh uh huh! :D), furniture making (Uhhh), and collecting things (cool?)

Hates

Being mocked (I TOTALLY AGREE ON THIS! "WO SHI BU HAO WAN DE OK!")

Suitable Careers

Cook (o.O), dietician, farmer (Omg a farmer lol), fisherperson, gardener, genealogist (Ugh -.-), historian (Uh no thanks), builder, hotel worker, landowner, lifeguard, manufacturer, merchant, nutritionist, non-profit founder or manager, plumber (A plumber?!), rancher, sailor (LOL)

Hahahaha I so agree on the 'hates' part lor. I'm not fun de. SO DON'T MOCK ME I DON'T LIKE IT! }:
I'm so bored for today.
Shall continue doing those quizzes to kill time. Wuhahahaha.
Here's another one heehee!
I make the words smaller so that it won't take up so much space. Hah.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (Cool...)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (Ah, true except maybe the last sentence I am not sure...)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(So very true lor! Stupid wx you better be reading this, that's why I don't believe in love at first sight, hahahaha.)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (Uh huh uh huh...)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (Uhhh, I don't know about this.)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (Yeah manzx.)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (Oh okay...)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (I don't understand this. Haha.)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Coooooooooooooooooooooool. :D

Thursday.

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:11:26 GMT

Exams officially over for Secondary 2 Express,
but why do I feel no tinge of excitement & relief?

Ahwell. It has been a long time~
*Nostalgic nostalgic nostalgic*
But its no use brooding over it too anyway.
*Nostalgic nostalgic nostalgic*
And it doesn't matter too anyway.
*Nostalgic nostalgic nostalgic*

(Omgzx time now is 11:55pm I better make it before 12am if not it's gonna be as good as posting on 10/10. Lol.)

Kayz.
11:59 now due to some stoning infront of com.
12:00. Coolz.

Since it reached 12am alr,
I shall say,
Yesterday's art was horrid, didn't get to friggin colour finish. Therefore I do not feel satisfied.
Anyway its over, they're all over, everything's over, so yeh.
Shall wait for results. ):
I heard many pple did badly for math & science. I know I'm one of them. Sighs.
Ahwell. Doesn't matter anymore. I must learn to move on, for not only in fields like these. Haha.

So tired today.
Went home, bathed, ate, stone infront of com.
Later on went over to wx's till around 5plus.
Home, rinsed, eat, now on the com again.
(I have no life).
But I'm better off than some even more no life people that have the same routine everyday and don't get tired of it.
Haha!

K. Lazy to post alr. Byebye.

Wednesdayzx.

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 10:58:40 GMT

Exams are not officially over yet, but it could be counted as it is.
Well, you haven't got much to think for Art, right? :D

Kayzx, I wasted so much marks on paper 1.
I totally forgot that that set notation thingy was UNION and I go shade INTERSECTION.
I am sooo smart manzx.
Thenthen! The algebra, I never put minus sign.
Why?
I think cos I copied the question wrongly. -___-"
Then minus become plus or something. Zzz.

Ohwellaaas.
After that, went to mac with Leenie. :D
And HAHA, I like added 6 packets of sugar to the tea. ._.
Because I claimed it wasn't sweet enough. Heh. One day, I shall get diabetes. (Choi choi okay I shouldn't curse myself).
Yehkay thennnn, errr, let me think.
Ah yeah then Leenie came over to show me howta use the tracing paper thingy.
And then we used the com, super boring.
Then later on went out to play bball with wx. Or supposedly bball. HAHA.

It was damn funny lah. Haha.
I didn't even intend to play in the first place.
I decided on sitting down at the bench and watch them play.
And in the end, I played too. Well. Sort of. Haha.
Was just wx shooting in the first place. Then court got stolen. Then went over to play with the... kids. Hahaha.
One kid got smacked in the face by Leenie.
Then I was laughing so hysterically.
Then later on I got smacked in the face, on the nose. -___-" (Ah well what goes round comes round...)
AND IT WAS ALSO BY LEENIE.
Is Leenie a jinx? I wonder. Hahaha!
Then like the little kiddos went around being lameee.
I made their bball roll till the road. Hehe.
What the hell lor they all, so not fun one. Haaahs. Keep thinking they so big. I don't lioke people lioke that.
Haha. But somehow it was funny. Lol.
Thennn aroundz 4plus started raining. Went to my house downstair slack.
Then went to 111 slack. Supposedly to 'find MrsYong'. But didn't anyway. Saw Trini. Haha.
Slacked till going to 6, then we all went home.
Bathed, and now posting. Wookays.

Hahas. So tired now.
And my blog is sooo deprived of photos these days. Sighz.
Ahwell ahwell. Shall sleep early today. So I have the ARTISTIC FLAIR tomorrow! (LOL, nonsense.)

Oh and after all, I shall use colour pencils. Hahs. ._.
Tata! :D

Tuesday.

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 04:14:17 GMT

I'm gonna hell rant about Science.

Hahs. Well it seems I'm too tired for that and I lost the mood for ranting already. LOL.

Wellah. I was so effing tired during the exam today, my brain screwed up. Like seriously.
I should've just listened to myself, leenie, my mum, and sis to sleep early.
Gaah. Whose fault is it? Sakeena's. Yeahyeah. Self-mumbling.

MCQ: Below average scores.
I didn't know how to do 8 questions, 2 questions unsure. So total can say, 20/30.
And I usually get higher. Hello, it's science. So-called "strongest subject".

Section B: Fcuked up biggest time.
1) Ecology questions screwed.
Like all. Seriously.
2) Ray diagram for lenses. Straight zero.
3) Stupid STIs. I don't even know. Argh.
4) Other questions that I anyhow bombed.
I deducted all the question's marks that I was unsure of, and it gave me 12/30. -__-".

Section C: Fcuked up big time.
1) Menstruation question I fucking go write 26 October. OCTOBER. 26 already wrong, I still write October.
Seriously I wonder WHAT the hell I was thinking. I go put until like as if the person come her menses for one whole month. Wth. And I'm a girl somemore, how can I not know this topic sia? Omgzx. Fug lah.
2) Atoms thingy. I didn't know how to balance the damn equation. Gaaah. 3 marks sia.
3) Electricity was okay though.
4) Digestion was uh... okay too. I wrote seriously alot and I think others too. Hahs. I think I got the last question wrong though.

And so, total 32/60 for MCQ and Section B. Just pass.
Like totally cannot lah? Section C can't help me much. Gaah.
Fuck. I'm so gonna sleep early today.
And if you see me online after 9pm, do nag all you can for me to off the com. Will be greatly appreciated.
Lolz. -____-"

*P.S.: Sorreh for the constant usage of curses. Haha. You know, I know, that I don't normally use them.
Just for these few days, to rant about my papers. (:

Mondayzzz.

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 04:04:57 GMT

!@#$%^&*)!@&^%#!*&#^$!

MATHSPAPERSCREWEDYESSCREWEDFUCKINGGRAPH
QUESTIONMADEMELOSE10MARKS10MARKS10MARKS!!!

*Shen hu xi*

10MARKS, IS ALOT OKAY?!
Omgzxzxz.

Maths paper seriously screwed.

1) First question also I not sure already. 4 marks.
2) Algebra question, lost 3 marks. Confirm.
3) Not sure on the simplification to single fraction thingy. Another 3 marks.
4) FUCKING GRAPH QUESTION, 10 MARKS.

Shall elaborate on point 4.
Why lost total 10 marks?

1) The whole graph question was worth 10 marks.
2) I didn't even get to draw it. Okay well I did, but in the end also, all wrong.
3) I didn't even have time to read the dumb question! I just managed to calculate the points in the table given AND THOSE AREN'T EVEN WORTH HALF A MARK GODDAMNIT.

Therefore,
I have deduced to:

Total marks of paper, 50.
50-10-4-3-3= 30.
But I'm veeery sure and confirm I have other flaws further throughout the paper, so let's just take away 2 marks for careless mistakes.
...
28/50! IS NOT GOOD.

Argggghhhhhhhhh that stupid graph question!
If I ever get to draw graphs in Sec3 next time, I swear, I'm gonna draw the dumb graph first before attempting other questions.

!@&^%!$@^%$#!(@&)*&$#*@%^$!

And I have no idea what's gonna be tested in Science. Cool -_-".
Shall go kill myself. LOL. (Neh I'm not a masochist. I'm sadistic therefore I shall kill other people.)
(Mebbe not even kill. Shall slow torture them to make them suffer with me. Muahahahaahaha.)

And what nonsense am I spouting. K. Byez.

Fridayyy.

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 04:27:40 GMT

Sakeena Tan Si Yu shall update.

Finished Literature paper today, homed straight after.
Oh btw Happy Birthday Stephy. :)

I'm so sleepy now.
And before too. I was practically drifting during the paper lah. And I kept stretching every 15mins. And opened my eyes huge to prevent me from sleeping. But it seems none of them worked. I still went back to lying my head on the table and drifting. Ohdear.
My essay question is gone case alr lah. -.-
(And urgh why are the bubble tea pearls so hard today? I think the auntie never boil long enough. Hahs.)

I was thinking! It's really scary to how I don't know who's reading this ljay as I don't have a tagboard. And not many comment.
Haha! It's really scary you know.
I went around blogs and saw that actually around a few linked me and I didn't know that they linked.
Like cool. And then people go browsing browsing.
I should get a tagboard.
Or maybe not. So troublesome. I'd rather keep the suspense to who reads my blog to myself.
No news is good news. HAHA.

AND WTF I REALISED MATHS PAPER TWOTWOTWO IS ON MONDAY.
Why am I effing not revising? Cos I'm a slacker. Zzz.
Spastic. Haha.
The whole of next's weeks's exam, exam exam. Thank god most of them are one papers only, besides the MT paper 3 which is listening.
Gaah. I hate listening. It seems hard too.
Ohwell. I'm still thinking if I should use oil pastels for Art. I don't know how to blend oil pastels.
But I can't possibly use paint deh. Argggh. But my colour pencils are watercolour so it'd look weird and common without some effects and I won't get high marks.

Which sucks.

But this year's art sucks so what can I do?
Gaaah. (Self ranting... -.-)

I have no idea what to say already. I shall just post old photos as I am browsing through my external hard drive.

... Or maybe not. So many photos. Haha.

Kayzx bye! :D

Saturday.

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 05:54:39 GMT

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 , 你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意

Kayzx.
I'll be flunking English paper 1, History & Geog officially.
Zzz.
I'm still left with 4 observational drawings, 3 development sketches, 4 layouts, 2 colour schemes and a final artwork for Art.
Wish me the best of luck to complete it by Tuesday.

Bye people.

Thursday.

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 12:18:32 GMT

Finally, updating.
... I shouldn't be anyway. I should be studying.

And guess what?
Sakeena's still slacking away & haven't even started studying while others are mugging their asses off.
...
...
...
... Courting my own death. Argh. Fcukkk.

& I met a new friend. Miss Pang the sadistic asshole.
Haha. Show us the frog video omgzxzxzxz. -___-".
Nvm. Having a taste of my own medicine. Lmao.
Toodles.

Fridayyy.

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 15:41:08 GMT

Going to be a long post- mostly by photos.

Schoooooooool.
These days I'm taking afternoon naps.
Whoosh. Tired tired.

Anyhoo, school.
Nothing much I can say actually. So yeh.
Science experiment with leenieeeee! 8)
After school nicki joyce zhiqing adeline xueyi steph all got literature skit. So they went to do while I went to find some people who I could walk to the bus stop with- geraldine & xuewei.
Bus-ed to inter while sweetheart they all went to tm, cos in the end they didn't go lit skit.
Supposed to meet sweetheart to go to bugis. But couldn't make it. Sorryyy.
Anw, she had joyce & xueyi & steph, so not so bad. :D

After reaching inter went to Bedok library. Library. 8)
Borrowed my usual fantasy stuffs. & borrowed the recommendation of xuewei's xiangyue's romance authors.
Lmao. And I finished the book already anyway. In the afternoon. HAHA.
Cos I got bored of the storyline & skipped.
I want to borrow that Simply Love by Catherine Anderson. Librarians quick shelve themmm. -___-" .

Wookay, then home. Early man. 2pm+!
Bathe, sms, read, sleep, wake up, dinner, com.
And my whole day's gone like that. Cool.

Picturezxz and a video from few days back, and todays too.

I finally carved out my pumpkin shape.
Oh and shit. I didn't stayback for finishing my artefact. Die. Sketchbook evaluation all undone. D:

At sweetheart's. That guy at the back is so comical man.

Snoozing sweetheart. & that phonecall reminds me of someone who never ans my calls! Grr.

Most of these photos are with sweetheart. :D & look at my forearm muscles. ): Not nice. ):

TODAYS! :D

Digestion of starch. 8). Amylase, boiled amylase & distilled water.

Final stuffs.

& last but not least, a video. :D
Taken on um, forgot? Should be this week one bah. I think wednesday.
Me & Anba were talking in indian slang.
Daaamn funny!
I can make my indian slang better than Anbas, and Im not a indian. Lol!
Non-indian beat indian. 8).

(All in indian slang)
Me: Yes, my indian slanga iz bettur than yoursa!
Anba: Yurrr, you are now ay qualified indiana!
Me: Yes, ve are dee qualified indianas!

Cos from what I realise, indian tongue, 'w' become 'v', 'v' become 'w'.
Examples: "Are ve all ready yet?"- Ms Raj. and "No loitering around the woid deck areas."- Mr Raj.

Haha anyway was damn funny, then sweetheart was like, saying she take video. xD.
I forgot what we're talking, something like:

Me: Eh she video already.
Me & Anba: Hiii~
Me: Eh? Which vun (one) is the camera?
(We point around because sweetheart's camera lens damn small, we were thinking where was the camera.)
Anba: Isn't that vun the camera?
Me: Oh that one is not the camera THAT one is the camera!
Anba: Ohyeh hahahaaha!
Me & Anba: *Laughs*

Kay I know my indian accent rocks. Lmaooo.
& I'm not indian okay. So, I'm sooo multi-tongued. Hohoho. Whatever Sakeena.

End of post! :D
& ily leenie! [:

Thursday.

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 12:38:26 GMT

Didn't go for training, again.
Was so exhausted.

Anyway just so you people who are not in Damai Secondary know,

Damai Secondary School is going to change their pretty uniform into something that's horrendous and looks like a nurse's uniform.

From tucked in to tucked out, (Noooo! Imagine that with the tie, eew!)
and the worst thing it's CURVED at the bottom.
They're still doing voting, but I see there's not much of a choice and that both choices suck too.
Like what's wrong with the Student Leaders? Geez.

The samples look like Changkat's uniform lor. Just that ours is maroon skirt. And no line at the sides. If not, the cutting is the same.
Sucks, I know.
My principal was even saying that this change in uniform was targeted at the next-year Sec3s.
Because he claims that the school's 15th year anniversary and the Sec3s (us) would be turning 15.
So he wants to make it significant...? -_____-
Zzz.
He says that we'll all wear the new uniform on the 15th anniversary, to "show to everyone that this is Damai's new uniform and that they would recognise us in a whole new light" at the Bedok Reservoir floating platform.

Spactacular. Just great. -_____-
I personally think that he wants a change in uniform because he ownself also know alot of people have stereotypes on Damai, but hey, that's common with every school isn't it.
Why go to the drastic change of changing the uniform which our first principal who painstakingly founded the school, made?
Sheesh. & I can guarantee you that many students wouldn't want to change the uniform too.
& I heard we're only going to wear it for like one day in a week?
Some alternative uniform?
Hello, then what's the point. I think by the time everyone gets the uniform (which people would be sooo against), he'd impose this new rule that the uniform will be permanent.
And by that time it would be sooo wonderfully awesome & SIGNIFICANT.

-_________________________-.

Whoever who doesn't want the change in Damai's uniform, "BOMBARD ME WITH YOUR COMMENTS!"
LMAOOO!
Haha okay okay, toodlidums!

Wednesday.

Wed, 10 Sep 2008 15:57:05 GMT

Schooled. Supposed to go training but in the end went to sweetheart's place there.
Then hor. In the end never go training, thanks alot man,
Lol.

Then something happened at home, that ruined my plans.
Fuck lah.
Dulan dao~
(Sorry for using vulgarities but seriously it's out of hand)

Went to 'ton' at sweetheart's.
(Going home soon anw.)

K seriously.
Super major quarrel with parents still had to 'escape' to sweetheart's.
Grrr.

End of post.

Thursday! :D

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:49:30 GMT

Hypothetically speaking, I thought today was gonna be a major turnoff but actually it came out alright. :D

Dragged myself out of bed at 9am thanks to my dearest noisy alarm clock,
got ready & all for Chinese remedial.
& Lionel woke up at 11plus, reached an hour later. As usual.
I was thinking since he arrived one hour late everytime, and always tends to wake up at the time that the lesson STARTS,
maybe next time teachers should give him a fake timing saying that the lesson starts at 10 but actually starts at 11.
So he'll be on time. HAHA.

Reached school around 11:15. Not so bad lah huh.
Remedial was SUPPOSEDLY from 11am-1pm. But we were released at 1.40pm.
Haha. Went to find Xinyi, lunched. Allison came over later.
Then went to Qistina's block downstairs there wait for her. Then all 4 of us went training.

& Training wasn't so bad lah, [: .
After training went to tm with Wishyyy! :D
We have matching lanyards! Hahahahah.
Oh and!
I lost my earpiece's rubber thingy,
I was like panicking when I realised I lost it.
Wishy said it was alright cos it could kill time. Haha. Thanks alot btw Wishy! :D
She accompanied me to actually walk our route back to find it. Hahaha!
& I had this gut feeling it was in Montip.
So we went to Montip. And it WAS in Montip!
Hahahah. I really love my psychic powers. Heheheh.
Last time Wahidah's wallet also missing, I said it was in Aries and it was. (When she insisted it was in Metro and I thought of the horrors of walking through the whole Metro where god knows how many rounds we made there).
Wishy said I was really lucky, hahaha. :D
Thankyou god. :D

We went to MiniToons, then went to XCraft, then to 77thStreet, then to Montip, then to Aries, then to The Bluez, then to Yellow,
and back to The Bluez which was where we bought our lanyards.
& Wishy is damn lucky also okay!
Her black coloured plus stars one was the last one left!
It matched my phone too, and I was thinking of it actually, but I let her have it. SEE, Im sooo nice.
Haha no lah cos I thought that it matched hers better. [:
I took pink instead. (You: Whoa Sakeena takes pink? Me: YAH. Lol.)
Because the white one didn't match my phone and I thought having a change in colour taste would be good, :D.

Mrt-ed home while Wishy bus-ed home. Hope I killed enough time for her. :D
& so, home! Oh & I have pictures accumulated from the past days & today.

PICTURES!

Look at my table...

& like as if my table's not messy enough...

My sister's table that was unoccupied got messed up instead. LOL.
My sister's reaction:

"?! Can't you be a better tenant of my table?"

LOL.

Left: 1st try- 6 straws. Layer on top of layers.
Right: 2nd try- 6 straws. Improvement, star is tighter, no holes. :D

Whee! From the left are stars made of 6 straws, 4 straws, and 2 straws!

Written by my father.
Because I was complaining I saw I lizard crawling on the food. (Eek.)
So he kept it in the dry cupboard LOL! Damn funny.
& My father claims he's Cinderella because my mum comes home late from work,
and so my dad normally cooks. So he says me & my sis are the two stepsisters, Anastasia & Drizzella.
(Yes he heard me wrongly and went to write 'Izala' instead. LOL.)
And my mum's the stepmother. LOL.
So funny sia. He keeps complaining he's worse than Cinderella. LOL.

Huhu yay camwhores. .__. My ponytails changed sides. Hahaha.

Today's. [:

Buhbye peeps! (What a long post! :D)

Tuesday.

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 10:34:46 GMT

Like shoooooooooooooooooooooooot.

4 days has passed since I've told myself to start studying & stop stoning infront of the com everyday.
But I bet you guys still see me online 24/7 everyday right.
I was even actually lazy to go for training today, and since Wednesday & Thursday also have,
I have decided to go for tmr's and Thursday's one instead.

Ohdear.
Ohdear.
Ohdear.

Sakeena's procastination has gotten over her again.
Sakeena's laziness has ruled her brain again.
Sakeena's 'I-have-the-urgency-there-but-can't-seem-to-get-myself-to-do-anything' habit is turned on.

Sob.
Sob.
Sob.
):

What to do man.

*P.S.: Happy Birthday Darius! Hhahhahah seee, I posted. (On the 3rd Sept. LOL). So it's Happy Belated. Haha. But, I still posted. [:

Sunday.

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 07:48:01 GMT

Happy 14th Birthday, Sweetheart!
Stay happy always, & enjoy this day alrights! [:

& Sooo, I'm posting just for the sake of wishing people happy birthdays.
Happy Birthday to Zhiqing, Dennis and Saeyeoh!
Wow, so many people's birthdays today. Hahhahs.

Alrightys, nothing much to post alr.
I'm gonna cut my hair short again, after the exams.
Heh. I have decided that I look better with short hair. Loool. Cos my face is so small & round. Gaah.

Toodliedums!

Saturday.

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 15:01:57 GMT

Woke up at like 9am to change up, eat and go to clinic for my ankle.
And I know why I so grumpy, moody, and fcuked up liao. Yah, I think you've guessed it. PMSing.
Then I today come. Knew it.

Anyway. (Gonna post in super summarized form today, tired.)
Reached the clinic at like 10, and waited till 12.30 before I could get to see the doc. -___-"
He referred me to CGH's A&E for Xray.
Then went to take blood pressure blahblahblah everything, headed to Xray room.
2nd time I entered an Xray room. Heh. One was last year.
Same humongous machines that hover over me too. Ohwell.
After getting the Xray films already, headed to doctors room, doc told me it was just a contusion(?), it'll be fine.
Okay so, worry gone. [:

But I was laughing at the doctor's description of my ankle.
I've scanned the discharge summary, to spice up this post with some pictures if not people would say its too wordy...

Okay yah lame but my referral letter, and number. -___-"

(Click to enlarge, because you'll never be able to read in that size.)

Check out the highlighted parts man!
"Tripped over friend's leg and hit ankle against stairs".
THAT WAS TOTALLY WHAT THE DOCTOR WROTE, HAHAHAHAHA! Sounds sooo sarcastic.
And look at my blood pressure. Nurse told me its low because I needed 120/80 for my age. ): !
Like 10 more points below and I get LBP. HAHA. Cool. 8D.
Okay Sakeena is a sickly asshole.
And the doc also kept asking if I wanted painkillers and I said no need,
she like wrote there, 'does not want meds'.
...
Haha this doc really ah can sound so sarcastic.

Anyhoo, went to eat lunch @ Eastpoint w/ mum. Walked around, until 3.
Aft which she went to Bedok to get groceries while I roamed around Eastpoint (again, & now alone! Sobs.) till 3.30.
Then I took a bus to tuition.
Some camwhores...

I look fat because of the damned material of that jumper! *Curses*
Ok, I am (quite) fat. Whatever. Fat girls are better than skinny ones.
Ok make it sound nicer. I'm plump! :D Haha! But I don't really bother actually.
I'm not anorexic or those who go on super straight diets. I'd get gastric flu if I do. Lol.

Tuition-ed, home.
And it's like 11pm now alr omg. Toodles.

*P.S.: Sorry sweetheart for not being able to accompany you tmr! I have stuffs on. ):
Happy Birthday in advance, loves! <3.

Fridayyy.

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 13:32:52 GMT

Aces day & teachers day celebration.

I got so fcuked up last night and today morning.
Was damn pissed lah.
Then today morning, walao. Don't want say liao. -___-"
I was so pissed that I got so irritated and my whole table became a sprawl of papers- like totally whole table are my papers,
because I couldn't find that damned travel plan form.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Then in the end, I searched for it till my house clock's 7.15am (which I think is 7am in actual time),
then I got late for school. ~___~
And before that I got really irritated by a sequel of events too, so yeah not being able to find what I want to find just adds on to the level of irritation.
TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE,
that dumb 66 practically drove off when there was this uncle just like 3m infront of me that reached the bus's doors and knocked on it,
but the uncle just drove off.
And I nearly bumped into that uncle because I was running too. -___-"
Then like waited for 10mins for that dumb 228 to come.
Jordan was late too, cool.
And other damaians... I think they didn't book us for today although we filled in the form.. or they shifted the punishment to the next term.
Diaos.
They couldn't make us sing mari kita because of the Aces day thing what.

Then went back to class, blablabla went around delivering the presents, it seemed like MsChew was the only one who was well... touched?
Hehheh.
Then went to staff room find MsRaj,
met Anba, Gifferd and the rest who were also on deliver. Lol.
and she was like so no reaction lor. -___-" Cos she doesn't have a form class? Sad.
It was like,

*Nicki call the number*
MsRaj: Hello?
Nicki: Er hello MsRaj ar? Can come out for a while, (the rest I forgot).
*MsRaj comes out*.
Me: HAAAAAAAPPY TEACHERS DAY TEEECHAAARRR! :D This is for you, from 2E4! :D
MsRaj: Oh, thanks.
Anba: Nice shoes!
Me: Yah yah, nice top!
Anba: Nice peacock earrings!
Me: Nice hair!
Anba: Yah yah very matching uh today!
Me: Nice outfit! You look GEORGOUS today~!
Anba: Yeah yeah! Rock on babe!
MsRaj: *Raise eyebrows* Alright thanks,
Me: HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! :D
*Close door*.
Me: ._______________________."

Then lowersec Aces day. Sorry I kept stepping on Steph's foot. .__.
Steph go ask Jason they all move behind until so kua zhang. >_<"
Then go gallery after the workout. Sweat like helll.
& I couldnt contact bf cos her phone was off, so idk where she went. Gaah.
Sat with Adeline & the rest. YuFong use his 'Student Leader Priority' to chase away the Sec1s.
LOL.
Then we all go sit. Sibei cute.
Sooo boring sia the performance. The only funny thing(s) were the 4E1 video and the 4E4 skit.
Widad(I think) was sooo damn funny, acting as MdmRabiah.
The way she ask the class to stand up. Haha!
"My 4E1 class uh, blablablablabla". LOL.
Then Damai Top Model, heh. Then dismiss, went to 2A3 to do the Mr Ng plan thing.
The cake was huuuge lo.
We were planning so well, in the end we found out, Mr Ng know alr. -___-"
I was supposed to go act to Mr Ng like I very panicky, Melissa go cut herself then Mira talk to her she don't want listen, very scary.
Then I act until cry, hahaha! Like natural come out leh. 8D.
But in the end, Mr Ng also found out. Zzz.
Then we lured him into the fountain there, and push him inside. Zzz. Then he nv get wet cos he resist. Sian ar.
But we splash water, and so he got wet. He splash us back everyone siam.

Minhui: Wo hui SACRIFICE! For this chance to splash Mr Ng!
(Or something like that.)

Then go back class, blow candle cut cake.
And cake remnant fight. .__. Mr Ng's face, hair and shirt all cream, cake and almonds.
Then it hit of Ms Mak, Ms Jumilia and Cikgu Nurul.
Then Ms Mak went around putting cream on everyone's cheeks too!
Sharol kena, and she smeared it on pple's cheeks too. When I saw that I use my hands cover cheeks.
Then she smear from behind, she smear my hand only. LOL. Hehehe.
Take group photo:

First 2 rows (sort of): Sec 1s. (Too many sec 1s!)
3rd row: Sec 2s. (Only got 5. T_T)
4th row: Sec 3s, one Sec 2 (Xinyi) and one Sec 4 (Kim).
The rest: Sec 4s, Sec 5s, Mr Ng and Minhui, who's already graduated. Haha.

I realized some people are missing in this photo. Haha. & my face is so tinyyy.
Gave out the cake slices, the Sec1s eat & left. -__-
Rushing back to primary school bah.
Then everyone left, leaving with me, Syaza, Sharol & Saeyeoh to clear the mess.
Saeyeoh was like, "How these people eat one har blablabla" or something like that.
She was so funny with the broom! Her expression: -_____-?

"You see lah make us clear the mess!"
(Haha no lah just joking).

The cake was TOTALLY finished. 1.5kg cake. $53.70 cake. Huge cake. Gone to each last bit!
Hahaha.

Then cleared up, arranged tables, cabbed w/ Syaz to Tamp MRT, from there go home.
Had totally no mood for going back to btps alr. Siying told me that they werent going out after that either.
And Mar said that he overslept so he didnt' go too.
Ohwell. Guess I'll have to just erase some memories.

Goodbye :D